My name is Steve, I'm an alcoholic.

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bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, CA
Topic Author's Original Post - Dec 8, 2015 - 02:01pm PT
Finally have come to terms with it. Another work event that left me collapsed on the floor (again), this time with my head split open. Slight convulsions.

Woke up (again) to two EMT's looking me in the face asking me cognitive questions. I failed half of them.

I'm going into de-tox soon, then out-patient therapy, and of course AA. I'm just fed up with being a slave to alcohol, which I am. It's gotten bad and I need to quit forever.

Wish me luck...
rincon

climber
Coarsegold
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:03pm PT
Good luck dude!
NutAgain!

Trad climber
South Pasadena, CA
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:09pm PT
Good for you man.
Being vulnerable requires strength and courage which you are presently showing.
I hope you will be able to surround yourself
with people who support you to be the man you want to be.
overwatch

climber
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:10pm PT
Good for you, denial is the toughest one
dirtbag

climber
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:12pm PT
Steve, we haven't met, but if we had I would give you a great big hug.

Good luck on your journey.
squishy

Mountain climber
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:13pm PT
get a skateboard and lots of mary jane...

booze is the devil...
climbski2

Mountain climber
Anchorage AK, Reno NV
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:15pm PT
You have a battle ahead... a marathon.. you will fall down..you will take steps forward.. and occasionally backward... that's ok

cause eventually ..

You will win!

Really really pulling for you Bluering!
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, CA
Topic Author's Reply - Dec 8, 2015 - 02:20pm PT
Thanks guys, I don't expect this to be easy. Not looking forward to it, but I need to do it. And my wife and son are the best, that will help a lot.
squishy

Mountain climber
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:21pm PT
best thing to do is go to AA, find the dude everyone wants to talk too, preferably an older guy who has been sober a long time and make friends and pick his brain...you will need him and people like him, very close friends..
nature

climber
Boulder, CO
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:27pm PT
good luck, bluey!
Tung Gwok

Mountain climber
South Bend, Indiana
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:27pm PT
Courage, Steve, for posting. Self-recognition is hard.
Wade Icey

Trad climber
www.alohashirtrescue.com
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:35pm PT
Best to you and yours Blue- safe travels
Gary

Social climber
Hell is empty and all the devils are here
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:40pm PT
Bluering, best of luck to you. It's the best thing you could ever do. Your son will appreciate a sober father. I wish I'd had one.
Roots

Mountain climber
Tustin, CA
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:41pm PT
steve - good luck with your journey.


I helped my brother this year with his drinking addiction. it was rough for me, but rougher for him. he celebrated 100 days sober yesterday.
Ghost

climber
A long way from where I started
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:44pm PT
We've disagreed about more than a few things over the years here on ST, but that doesn't mean you haven't got 100% support and encouragement from me on this.
Banks

Trad climber
Santa Monica, CA
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:51pm PT
Blue,
Props to you for the courage to do this. This is the climb of your life, for your life. You can do it.
WBraun

climber
Dec 8, 2015 - 02:56pm PT
Bluering !!!!!

Good job and good luck ......
StahlBro

Trad climber
San Diego, CA
Dec 8, 2015 - 03:01pm PT
Best of luck to you Blue.

I had an aquaintence literally drink herself to death recently. You don't want to end up there.
mason805

Trad climber
East Bay, CA
Dec 8, 2015 - 03:08pm PT
Steve,

Was just on here looking for the thread about my friend Angela and saw your post.

I'm here to support you and proud that you're taking this step.

You can do this.

Edris
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, CA
Topic Author's Reply - Dec 8, 2015 - 03:12pm PT
Locker, the MD recommended it. Plus they can monitor you as you withdraw. I have to do a neurological test too. I may have something causing the blackouts.

EDIT: Thanks, Edris!
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