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the kid
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fayetteville, wv
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Sep 17, 2010 - 08:43am PT
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clean dan was a boulder legend and a great guy. i met him with the boulder crew in jtree in 1982 and was friends ever since. Not too many stories, but we did build the first gym in Denver together before his biz relationship with Brian went south. He never held a grudge and always had a smile on his face. We took a trip to San Diego for a comp in 1990 and had a great time @ Red Rocks..
HE will be missed as one of the nice guys in the sport..
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galoot
Trad climber
boulder co
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Sep 18, 2010 - 02:12pm PT
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i accidently pirated dan onto a boat ride from phantom ranch to diamond creek in fall 92. then in april 93 we organized a trip for which he bought & cooked food for 16 people for 14 days & froze it in the walkin at dons cheese & sausage mart.
on the river he spent all his free time cooking & schmoozing & never roped up but he selected an offwidth at grapevine camp for the kayakers to tr. they set it up & all had go after go & while dan cooked dinner his sandbag gently simmered at the other end of the beach. i watched patiently until darkness fell & they all deemed it impossible. then i got my turn & did it by flashlight pulling some forgotten old school caver trick from up my sleeve. thanks dan
he found another offwidth 60 miles downriver in tapeats sandstone that waits to be climbed. but he died owing me another canyon run.... so to whom it may concern: get me on a canyon trip & i ll show you that OW then we get the fa & name it memorial ... quien sabe??
for all dan s genius in so many areas the river gods were not so kind to him. i showed him a hole in hance rapid that was so remote & deadly i ll lay odds that charley heavenrich has never looked into it after 101 canyon runs! i think with me it must be the kerouac- beatnik desire to view the void in the spirit of pliny the elder wanting to stare into an erupting vesuvius. i rowed far across the river committing to the recently learned right run and caressed the huge hole at the entry above the rapid. as if caught in the gravitational field of a black hole inside the schwarzchild radius from which there is no escape i felt its inexorable beckoning. below my left oar was such a hollow mass of swirling power that i looked deeply into the heart of the river into the ever changing fluid sculpture where no human eyes were meant to see. for a further description see descent into the maelstrom or johnny cash s classic "whirl and the suck". words fail me. swallowing my terror & my heart in one gulp i made a deceptively smooth reaction at one with 22 feet of australian ash oars levered against the downriver thule pins and my trusty maryannette was wedged free from the inner orbit of oblivion. i breathed out the air of praise to jah & all the river gods as clean dan casually observed " i knew you had it all the way" & i silently responded: "you have no clue!"
17 months later i watched from a rock on the bank with my first binoculars thru 20-20 eyes a couple weeks after a surgical miracle had given me new sight. while 11 pairs of eyes followed a most exciting run in the bismark dodging all the rocks & crashing thru the huge wave at the bottom no one saw that a rookie boatman who hit that same hole had flipped. his brand new 16 footer slapped upside down at that hole like one hand clapping for 12 hours. a passenger, e man, a brother to me since nankoweep was also doing his 20th century version of pliny with his camera rolling. we watched helplessly as he flailed around the boat as whole lifetimes were compressed into minutes . kayakers had the survivors & a huge yard sale to fish for..but this time schwarzchild radius held the e man was not released back to the surface for over 6 weeks. RIP e-man amen.
on a lighter note there was plenty of flat water & clean dan was at the oars. he claimed some childhood boating experience but demonstrated such a lack of feel or even basic laws of force that i was speechless to coach him & settled in to observe as he went from executing small circles to every shape of pretzel in a pound bag!! finally and finally he was pulling both oars at once with less apparent consternation if not ease and the trusty marionette proceeded ever so slowly on a fixed course. "i think i ve got the hang of it" he flashed that smile of relief as he rowed upstream!! rip dan we still love ya!
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Daddy-o
Social climber
NY
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Here's what a guy Dan was:
This is longer than I thought it would be and I hope the readers can relate.
I lived across the street from Dan in 1982-1983, 6th and University in Boulder. I left town in '84 when he was in North Boulder. I called him a few times over the years but never got through to him. I'd leave messages like "I'm married now with two kids. Hope you're fine." So here it is 2013, I did an internet search for him and discovered he had passed away.
What a guy, someone I hadn't seen or heard from in almost 30 years but I was hoping he was okay, prospering. It sounds like he had continued the climbing, the party and making friends.
Even though what I'm about to write might appear to be a part of Dan that was his weakness, he wasn't the only person I met in that respect, but he's the only one I care remember.
I'm not a climber, but I was pretty good at climbing hills on my bike, and hiking too. I guess he and I met because the guys in the basement of the house behind me were climbers and sometimes I'd try out their crack machine, hang out, party.
When we met Dan hadn't started his business. IIRC the first iteration was Nu-Wave Window Washing, a business card with Japanese Tsunami woodblock cut artwork. I'll bet I still have one socked away.
By the way, when I last saw him his National Geographic collection was not complete. There is apparently one super rare edition and I recall he would go to yard sales and search, sometimes for hours, for that one edition.
Thanks Dan for taking me to the Talking Heads at Red Rocks. It was a great show.
"Got back a couple of weeks ago and still on the traveling high."
I was probably there the night he first tried heroin. A friend of his came back from Hong Kong and "forgot" he had some brown stashed in a little tube in his wallet. There were a half dozen, or so of us that Sunday night who snorted it. I remember the day of the week because I had a project due the next day. (I hadn't started the project before I went to his house, but the presentation was a total success.) I remember walking past his place the next day, my body said "go to Dan's, go to Dan's..." My brain said "don't be stupid" and for a change my mind won. When I saw him about a week later I had to ask what happened. He said "it got lost in the wash Thursday and that's the best thing that could have happened to that sh#t." --So I was real sad to read he eventually found some more.
One night he called asking if I had a glass pipe. I said "no but why?" Hash oil. Well it turns out it was freebase. (My joke: I did it before the stuff was dangerous. Dan might like the irony.) I'd learned something about myself by then, the first time you try something like that it's probably the best it will ever be. It was okay in its way. I still can't see what the real draw is though, how it devastated cities. The closest thing I can figure is that crack is like a super-duper cigarette. By the time I left Boulder it looked like the habit had started to grab Dan. That made me sad because he was a really good guy and I hated to see him hooked on anything.
He told me he once slept through a Led Zeppelin concert in NY because of some Vietnamese weed. He was still pissed, but with a smile.
"The man in the brown derby hat." If you've read Joyce' Ulysses you might recall it was a character that showed up a few times that June 16th. I laughed when out of the blue he said it one day. He pointed out there was a laugh on every page of that book. And there is. I'd never thought of that character until he brought it up, and now I can never forget it. That might be my best memory of Dan.
Let's see, he turned me on to peyote, just went and gave me like a dozen caps out of a burlap bag and sent me on my way.
It sounds like alcohol really grabbed him. It grabbed me too. I gave it up in '95. The heroin and freebase with him were my only tastes of that stuff and I consider myself lucky to have been wise enough at least where they were concerned.
Good conversation with Dan, fun to be around in a genuine and believe it or not innocent way. I'll bet most everyone recognizes that innocence though. The post above, about his being in the birthing room, twice, demonstrates his connection, his empathy. He was a good man, not just a great guy.
This is a link to video of an interview of him on the internet, early '90s. Click the link that says "28:07" to jump right to it.
I need to go to his memorial. Thank you everyone who placed it there.
Peace Dan, rest in peace, I am so glad I knew you, that we once talked, laughed and shared ideas.
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eeyonkee
Trad climber
Golden, CO
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Feb 19, 2015 - 05:01pm PT
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Still looking for Clean Dan stories.
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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Feb 20, 2015 - 06:04am PT
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From his home in or above boulder, I was treated to the cast of characters, all big heros But especially 'Big'Sal? the last name was Matusilrai?? SPELLING AND CORRECTION , please!! this was the man in Richard H's (RIP) pack in Red rocks etc.
the stories that I can remember are not complete enough to tell, in any almost understandable way. It will take time and some knockin' of the Noggin.
I thought the world of Dan, and apparently, to my surprise, he of me; he left me with the keys to his house and 'in charge'
feed the animals, people who were camped, make sure the bills got paid ,ect.
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Friend
climber
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Feb 22, 2015 - 09:16pm PT
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I never knew Clean Dan and was surprised to find myself reading this entire thread. Classic tales. RIP.
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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Feb 23, 2015 - 05:22pm PT
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When i arrived in boulder some other gunkies were 'camping' at Dan's up past the strip bar ? He was A little sick of the girl friends, if not the climbers who had very hard core 'brothers' but they the two of them not so much.
I think this was around the time he was working, forgive me if this is wrong, was working on
ROAD WARRIOR(?) some wide nightmare, Dan had told me that if they were gone when he
came back he would not be upset.
my climbing 'partner' who couldn't lead himself out of a paper bag, was not privy to that
nugget of information but he non the less was the catalyst for the fight that would ultimatly rid Clean Dan of his over-staying house guests.
As I remember this, and my memory is shot, but the girls had done the laundry, blankets and such,
they asked di'p'wad to help fold , he was cute to look at by their standards. It was an
un- manly request for sure, and he was very negative but grudgingly agreed.
but ...
when the two girls left the bulk of the folding to him , he stuffed all the clean laundry, including Nightys and PJs, into a closet and we left for Eldo.
The girls got back to find us gone and the laundry balled up in a dirty closet. ? They were Pissed and said so. An icey pal fell over the party house two girls who had over stayed their welcome and three stinky drunk and high climbers doing our best to undermine their stay.
only because his name is so fitting do i use it , and he has not been in touch since the Incedent so. . .
Mr Large was living , i think in Nederland but we got toasted and insisited he stay over. When he said he was cold, in the middle of the night that other "DPwad' guy went and took blankets from the girls beds. these were not house blankets but the girls own from back east, when they came in drunk from the bars, allele, who's Allele, you ask that is, all Hell broke loose ! Maybe the guy who said he was a neighbor remembers? siht was flying ... !
we beat a hasty retreat to the cars in the drive way they followed and I circeld around and locked them out on a cold night in late April or May?
all now more than thirty years ago in the '80s ....
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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Feb 26, 2015 - 04:10pm PT
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[Click to View YouTube Video]
I first met Dan in a light rain on the bridge in Eldo.
A Wild man was there saying, I drove 17 hrs straight!, com'on lets try some thing!
Dan looked at me hard, and said will you be ok ?
He had seen me screw up Ruppers and bail to Alison's Rope with only two or three pieces in!
I had changed directions and was heading down, kinda in flames.
So that I was going to hook up with, this Non-local, Skeletor
Who was fresh off the road? ... in the rain ??!,
It seemed like I had a death wish or something,
to make that plain he said stay to the steepest thing in the Canyon,
Jeff dragged me up the Diving Board!
[Click to View YouTube Video]
when we got back after dark, Dan invited us in.
Thnx Clean Dan
RIP
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Todd Eastman
climber
Bellingham, WA
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Feb 26, 2015 - 09:56pm PT
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Got some writing to do...
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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Mar 27, 2015 - 12:36pm PT
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Sal Mamusia!!
How's that and just when I was sure that Lipator had robbed more brain cells than....
how's that
writing goin' Todd?
(so thats where two old Gunkies might have met)
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Trace
climber
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I'm writing this nearly 15 years after Dan's death. The last post on this thread is 2006. I have searched on google for Dan several times over the years, and had no luck. Tonight at the start of 2018, I added 'clean' to my search, and discovered these posts.
Dan and I dated in 1978, in Lake Placid, NY. He was a special man. He loved climbing of course, but also loved poetry. He wrote beautiful poetry himself, and loved James Joyce. Once a year in Buffalo he would participate in a marathon reading of Ulysses. How could you not love him?
Dan was a passionate young man and I enjoyed every minute with him. He left to climb in the Tetons, and I moved to San Francisco to pursue art. Our paths almost crossed several times, but in the pre cellphone age communication could be a challenge.
I'm very sad that he left the world so young.
A note on the nickname Clean Dan. When I knew Dan he didn't like the name. According to his tale he earned it from working in a pudding factory in Buffalo. When he'd go out after work he'd be covered in pudding, thus the nickname 'Clean Dan'.
RIP Dan
Love,
Tracey
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labrat
Trad climber
Erik O. Auburn, CA
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Trace,
If you look at the top and bottom of the first page you will see many more pages of posts and stories are available for you to read.
Erik
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Trace
climber
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Thanks Erik.
Just spent the evening reading them. Great stories, so Dan. It makes me sad that he fell for heroin. It breaks my heart.
He was an amazing guy! Wonder if anyone ever found his poetry.
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eeyonkee
Trad climber
Golden, CO
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That sounds like the Danny I knew, Trace. Nice to hear from someone from someone who knew him from the Buffalo years. You reminded me that I haven't visited his memorial bench in Eldorado for a few years now. I think I'll do that, maybe even today. (I'm the Grug of the OP)
As far as his poetry, his nephew, Mike, was the executor for Danny after his death and worked closely with a mutual friend, Tom Gibson in dealing with all of his things. I ended up with a lot of his mountaineering books. I and Tom have a fair number of slides. Danny liked to take pictures. I don't, myself, recall seeing papers or any writings of his.
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Gritter
Trad climber
Hudson, Quebec
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Jan 15, 2018 - 08:38pm PT
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1975 to 1978:
After several, assfreezingly cold winters teaching in Manitoba, I got back to Toronto in 1975 and began climbing in earnest at Rattlesnake Point [Milton, Ontario] and Bon Echo Provincial Park [50 miles N of Napanee, Ontario], spoiling myself with annual trips to the Gunks and also to the yearly Alpine Club GMCs out west.
Among the gloriously alive and astonishing human beings who were plugged into the southern Ontario climbing scene during all or part of the late 1970s were: Clean Dan Grandusky, George Manson, Mike Tschipper, Rob Rohn, Dave Lanman, Sean Lewis, Steve Langley, Peter Turner, Steve Lanman, Kevin Lawlor and a host of others. Most of these guys [Danny, George Manson, Dave Lanman, Mike Tschipper for sure] would work and save during April to October and then get themselves down to Yosemite during the winter months to climb their asses off.
What an amazing gang.
I can see all of their faces right now ... youthful and laughing, so totally authentic and real ... as though those unforgettable times at Rattlesnake and beautiful Bon Echo were just last week.
When I first met him in early summer of 1976, Danny was already quite solid leading 5.9, a level which was utterly mind-blowing to someone like me who had just discovered climbing fairly recently.
But Danny would say, with this huge grin: "hey, do you want to climb the route ???" where "???" was some random route he chose which often turned out to be quite a reach for a relative novice. But it was always impossible to resist his enthusiasm, his friendly energy and his welcoming invitation ... even if I did usually end up thrashing on his choice of route ... most of the time. Dan was coming up from Buffalo to Rattlesnake practically every weekend, but since he was climbing harder than I, I only got to climb with him a half-dozen times during the period 1976-1978, before he went out west sometime around late 1978.
However I did get to swap stories with him much more often and listen to his hysterically funny anecdotes, when climbing was over for the day, and believe me ... that was a trip and a half!
Clean Dan was one of the most memorable, warm, welcoming, entertaining, funny, alive and authentic people I have ever met.
I should say "is" instead of "was" because he lives forever in my memory and he always will.
Oh yeah ... what about the nickname "Clean Dan"? He had that when I met him in early summer 1976. It was because Dan had a strong sense of being honest with routes and climbing it clean, without hanging on pieces or aiding. And he wasn't shy about explaining how important that was to anyone ... not in an oppressive way, but more like an earnest serious mini-course on climbing ethics. Clean Dan was totally ok with falling on the gear, which was somewhat terrifying to me at the time, and he was willing to fall repeatedly until he nailed it and made it go free and clean.
Rest in peace, Danny.
And thanks so much for doing what you did best, which was to be totally your SELF and to give that to everyone.
I just KNOW you are somewhere around right here, not far away at all, telling uproarious stories to other kindred spirits, and making them roll on the "ground" with laughter.
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Ginateee
Trad climber
New Paltz, NY
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Feeling deeply nostalgic, planning a memorial for Dave Lanman.....
Oh my! I'm struck by emotion.In 1989-90 I lived in "Dan's" house on Old Stage Rd, outside of Boulder, CO, on the steep road to Jamestown. I moved from New Paltz, NY with Steve Lanman, RIP, who I later married, on an adventurous relocation in my 20's, in 1989, wow! It was a lifetime ago. Actually, it seems now many lives have passed, Steve,
and Dave Lanman....so, lifetimes ago.
"Clean Dan, the window man" welcomed us to rent a huge bedroom, with a private bathroom, balcony overlooking Boulder from the north. We couldn't pass it up, fulfilling my road cycling passion, living ON a famous grueling hill climb, & we loved the proximity to world class rock & ice climbing.
I remember when we first moved in. Dan had gotten us jobs for the weekend working The Great American Beer Festival. Yes, an early national micro-brewery trade show, fun! We would restock cases of beer from a storage room to individual vendors. At the end of the event, we filled 2 pick up trucks with a ton of beer. We had cases stacked in the living room, hallway, kitchen for months....eventually depleting the cache.
Clean Dan knew how to live, especially at the time. He was our greatest resource, acclimating us to our new Boulder dwelling. We socialized & climbed with Dan & Marion Hilderbrandt, Peyton & Henry Lester, Morris Hershoff was around too.
Dan's dog was a Chow Chow named Shanghai. He would always sing around the house, "Shanghai was a dog....Shanghai was a strange dog," to a sweet melody, that is in my head to this day whenever I hear that name.
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eeyonkee
Trad climber
Golden, CO
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I can see all of their faces right now ... youthful and laughing, so totally authentic and real ... as though those unforgettable times at Rattlesnake and beautiful Bon Echo were just last week.
I can't read this without crying...but good tears. Clean Dan Grandusky, George Manson, Mike Tschipper, Rob Rohn, Dave Lanman, Sean Lewis... I knew all of them. All but Rob Rohn and Mike Tschipper are gone, and last I heard, years ago, Mike was in a mental institution.
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hobo_dan
Social climber
Minnesota
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What a great thread- I never met Dan but I feel like I met him a hundred times on the road, on the water , on the crag. RIP.
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Mighty Hiker
climber
Outside the Asylum
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Several - particularly Greg, Roy, and Perry - asked about Mike Tschipper. Here is something he wrote, from the 1999 Canadian Alpine Journal (page 65).
Mike’s Story (Mike Tschipper)
(Preface) In early winter this year, I [the editor] received a letter from Ernst Tschipper, the father of one of the finest climbers in the country during the 1970s. His son Mike was an Ontario climber who was part of a group of young guys dramatically pushing our national standards on rock, big-wall and alpine climbs. They were the Canadian equivalent of the legendary Stonemasters of California: hard men, powerful and revolutionary in their achievements.
I realized, after getting Mr. Tschipper’s letter, that I hadn’t heard Mike’s name for many years. I knew that several of his compatriots were still around, still climbing hard, but Mike seemed to have disappeared.
Mr. Tschipper’s letter clarified what happened: Since 1982, Mike has been hospitalized with an incurable illness. He hasn’t climbed since 1982, has never really worked again, and requires daily care. His father mentioned, however, that Mike still gets the CAJ and keeps his connections to his mountain heart that way.
I asked Mr. Tschipper if Mike might be able to tell something of his story; a few weeks later, Mike sent this note and the attached poems. — ed.
I first saw mountains when I was eight years old. The place was Switzerland. It was a warm summer day when they came into view as we were driving deeper into the country and got closer to the Swiss Alps. That was one of the most exciting moments of my life. During that summer of 1969, we actually climbed some of those mountains, and they were etched into my mind forever.
Then, in 1972, I took another vacation to Switzerland. I was 11 years old, and my dad and I climbed some more mountains. Of course these were quite easy, all having well-marked trails to the top, but I climbed them.
When I was 15 and had finished junior high, we once again flew to Switzerland for a summer vacation. That time, I bought a book by Chris Bonington and that was it — enough waiting! I read and reread the book; I was hooked.
The moment we returned to Canada, I joined the Toronto Section of the Alpine Club of Canada. One day in that fall of 1976, I met Rob Rohn on a bus to Rattlesnake Point. Rob had also become a member of the Toronto Section, and together we set about the task of conquering the limestone crags along the Niagara Escarpment. What a thrill it was climbing with Rob. He was a lot stronger and easily tired me out on some tough and tougher routes. In all my climbing years, I was never able to outdo his strength, but I tagged along nicely.
We both slowly developed strength and style. Rob was constantly working out at the gym, running and doing pull-ups, but I suppose I was a bit lazy, never going further than keeping my fingers strong by using a hand clamp. Every weekend during that fall of ‘76, we went to Rattlesnake Point — even on rainy days, hoping it would clear up in the afternoon.
Then Dave Lanman came along. In 1977, I turned 16 and Dave was only 15, but he was doing harder climbs than me. He was a natural-born climber: very slim, not too tall, and light. I got along well with Dave, and we climbed many, many routes together. My motivation for climbing grew; I just wanted to be the best at it.
We even climbed through the winter that year, just waiting for the warm days, and with every time out we slowly got more and more proficient at the game.
In the summer of 1977, we moved on to the 300-foot cliffs of Bon Echo Provincial Park, about 180 miles northeast of Toronto. We stayed at the beautiful ACC hut there, and things were looking pretty good. We made great leaps forward in our climbing skills as we “soared” into the 5.9 grades, pretty good for the time.
That summer, we climbed all the hard routes — Mother Fletcher’s Overhang (5.9), The Joke — and classics like Sweet Dreams (5.8) and The Entertainer (5.9).
Rob went to Yosemite that same summer and wrote back to me tales of getting totally pumped out on difficult 5.11 cracks, using only fingers and feet to grasp with. I must admit I was a bit jealous. In my entire climbing career, I was never able to go beyond a 5.11d climb.
While Rob went west to California’s Yosemite Valley, I went east to Newfoundland. I was with a couple of high-school teachers exploring 1000-foot cliffs along the western shore of the island. Together we made a few first ascents, though nothing harder than 5.7. It sure rained enough, and we argued about things and ran out of money. We climbed Mount Gros Morne and did a bit of sea-stack climbing.
But all I really wanted to do was go rock jocks were hanging out. When Rob returned from Yosemite, we spent many warm afternoons together dreaming about Yosemite and practising at Rattlesnake Point for the really big routes.
In 1978, I was 17 and almost ready to quit high school. By June I was on a Greyhound bus — direction: Yosemite Valley, California, the greatest rock-climbing area in the world. We climbed many routes in the Valley that summer, and I managed to do my first multi-day climb, the South Face of Washington Column. It wasn’t a very serious climb, but I was learning.
In the summer, it becomes incredibly hot in the Valley, so a fellow climber from Toronto, George Manson, was able to convince us to go on a “mini-expedition” away from the searing heat. This escape would also include Tom Gibson from San Diego, Rob Rohn and me. The destination: the Cirque of the Unclimbables.
We spent about three weeks in this lush alpine setting, and it took many rainy days of waiting for the chance to get at our goal: the Lotus Flower Tower. We eventually made the first free Canadian ascent of this wall. It took only two days to climb, and at the time it was considered quite a feat by Canadian standards.
The next year, 1979, was a pretty good year; I was growing up, and so were all of my climbing buddies. We were climbing at a high standard, things were pretty cool, and we succeeded on climbs. Yes, I remember 1979. I was doing another multi-day climb, again on Washington Column, but it was hot — very hot. We ran out of water after one day, and I just about passed out at the top after almost two days without water. I nearly promised myself I would never climb again, but after drinking about a gallon of water on the easy way down, I was convinced it was only going to get better.
A few days after the water incident, I was teamed up with John Stoddard, an American, to try the Salathe Wall on El Cap. It took us three days to climb the Salathe route — pretty good speed in those days.
A bit later, I left the Valley for summer work in Germany. After working for nine weeks, I travelled and attempted some climbs, including a very difficult ice route up a steep face on Mont Blanc, most likely a first for a Canadian. I also made an attempt on the North Face of the Eiger, but my partner was hit by falling rocks while still on easy ground — probably a stroke of good luck for both of us. We were smart enough to lower off.
I came back to Canada and got myself a job as a service-station attendant. That was it! I was out of high school forever.
Everyone on our team were still climbing: Dave Lanman, George Manson, Rob Rohn, Steve Labelle (a really funny guy). During the winter months, we became more active in ice climbing as well as rock climbing, practising for the big ice routes out west in the Rockies. What a bunch of climbing bums we were turning into!
In the spring of 1980, I went with Rob to Colorado — where we made the first Canadian ascent of the Naked Edge — and then on to Yosemite. After spending a few weeks in the Valley, we made our way back to Canada and arrived in the Bugaboos by August. There we heard over the radio that our buddies George Manson, Al Chase, Dave Carrol and Sean Lewis had gone missing on the Cassin Ridge on Denali. It came as quite a shock. Four of our buddies had disappeared without a sign.
I continued to return to Yosemite over the next two years, making ascents of Electric Ladyland and The Zodiac and doing the second ascent of South Pacific on El Cap. I also returned to the Bugaboos, where we completed the first free ascent of the East Face of Bugaboo Spire.
In August 1982, I was rock climbing in Squamish again and I took a hit of LSD. The next day, I began to hear voices. Several months later, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. Now, 17 years later, I live in a special-care home in Newmarket, Ontario. I take daily medication. I have a blood test every two weeks.
It really amazes me to see how the standards have risen in rock climbing, in ice climbing, and in big-wall climbing in places like Pakistan and Baffin Island. When I look back at some of the days we had almost two decades ago, it makes me happy. I am happy for the fact that I got into the sport on rock, ice and mountains, and I remember the bliss I felt then. Even though I am mentally ill now, my climbing can still make me feel good about myself. I had the mountains in my life for six years, and they are with me forever.
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Jon Beck
Trad climber
Oceanside
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Thanks MH. This thread is ST gold
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